Wednesday, February 15, 2012 (XXX)

I couldn't believe the truth. I couldn't bear the result. At that moment, I really wanted to swear. Anger poured into my heart, mind, and body. I couldn't control my mood. I smiled with tears which glitter in my eyes. I was at the verge of tears and anger. I couldn't understand my real feeling, whether I should cry or not. I couldn't believe that we lost the game while the opponents lack two major players. Yeah, we lost the final dodge game. I hated the result since we ALMOST won. The dodge ball game became an over time, yet we made careless mistakes which changed the result forever. I was seriously disappointed by the game since I expected that we would win. The game frustrated me, defeated me, and made me lose confidence. I haven't gained back my confidence yet I will "revenge" in the future.