Sunday, March 11, 2012 (Weird)

I seriously feel weird recently. First, I should delete my previous entry in case I confuse people. Unfortunately, my name is a mistake. The judges make a mistake-- it should be my friend's poem. It is quite awkward and I actually don't know how to tell people if they ask me. I rather hope that my name isn't on the list at the beginning so I don't have to explain to others. I don't have to put myself in an awkward situation. Anyways, I will face the plight bravely. Just pretend nothing happens-- and that's all! Sometimes, I feel that I just don't fit in the society. I seem too childish, immature to stay in 9th grade. I feel better when I stay with those younger kids. I know them well and they chat with me easily. They are extremely active and talkative. I can never imagine myself to be quite quiet, since I used to be loud, energetic, and gossipy. When I first enrolled in PAS, I urged myself to adapt in the society no matter what happened because it was my last school in Taiwan. However, the society seems so complicated that I don't actually want to further understand it.