Monday, March 5, 2012 (Failure)

It wasn't my day. The Captain Ball Final was a total disaster. I was used to be the one who strived for victory. Unfortunately, I had to admit that I lost both the game and my confidence. I couldn't even find out the opponents' strategies. The most important was that I COULDN'T EVEN encourage my teammates. I guessed that at the beginning of the game we already lost. We lost since we didn't have enough confidence and courage to face the difficulties. We didn't have strong desire to win the game. I had to admit that I lost, my team lost, we all lost! I was extremely disappointed since I wasn't able to improve the morale. I failed miserably. I didn't know what was our team's problem and didn't distribute the work properly. I was gloomy, deplorable, and sorrowful since I didn't do a great job. I sincerely hope that my teammates and captain can beat the opponents sometime in the future if we had a chance to pair up again.