Realization

People often don't appreciate things until they lose them, so do I. My road through life is complicated and tortuous; however, I always recall the meandering which pasted long time ago. I keep remembering the past, grabbing it tightly, but it was unraveling and sliding away from my grasp. I know that I shouldn't live in the past, but I couldn't help but wonder what would happen if I didn't....... I shouldn't keep thinking that the past is more wonderful than the present, because I can't change the current predicament. I should treasure what I have right now...... But what does "treasure" mean exactly? We always say that we have to treasure time and everything we own, but how can we know whether we do treasure or not? I believe that the way to treasure is to fulfill a goal in a certain range of time. We have achieved a goal and reached another level of success is what "treasure" mean.