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I can't bear to pretend anymore. The only thing that I want to do is to hide in a small, cozy corner and CRY. My tears burst out immediately, because I know how disappointed I am. Seriously, I want to give up. RIGHT NOW. Get rid of the crowd and embrace friends who give me supports are my wishes. The smiles on my face are fake, definitely fake. I don't understand why do I have to smile ingeniously. Perhaps I just want to comfort my friends and classmates. Finished expressing my disappointment, I can explain the reason. Basically, we lose a softball game, which is a midterm. The most significant part is that I think I have the responsibility since I didn't hit the ball out. Losers will get a B while the winners  get a A. It will shatter my wishes. Furthermore, I was so frustrated when someone even mocked at me. It is so insulting that I am really mad at that person. Though the person might feel nothing, but it hurts me a lot. However, I haven't overcome the difficulty yet.